Showing posts with label #mylife. Show all posts
Showing posts with label #mylife. Show all posts

Monday, August 25, 2014

L I F E lately

So...sorry I've been busy being type A and updating my blog with edited pics and posting them on social media-not! So life since January? Fuller and fuller but I'd don't think I'd have it any other way! God is so good always, in every season and as my bff Erinn says "I am so taken care of!" So life since January?!

`Kicked some serious A in college and made a 3.8 G.P.A. in my spring semester(GOD DID THAT) 
`Leaned to ENJOY and actually be good at learning/school and give Him the glory for it (#GOD IS STILL IN THE BUSINESS OF MIRACLES)
`Joined the Student Volunteer Club at school and had so much fun with it and making my crazy city-home a better place 
`Turned 19! Celebrated with my parents and cavitelli. Because Italian. And flour less chocolate cake. 
`Went on a raw food lifestyle change after feeling fatigued for too long on my clock and then changed it up a bit while not 100% raw vegan but some grace and eating the healthiest I've ever been! And really learned what true health is! 
`The salon closed so not there anymore, but my retirement home job and babysitting. 
`Had lots of beloved Skype dates with my favorite people in the entire world who taught me how to LOVE-my little Jo'burg South Africans!! You have no idea they make my heart swell and I get such a natural high after our 3/4 AM Skype dates-and they're probably the only people I ever wake up a that ungodly hour for! 
`Because of my full summer class schedule until the end of July and internship I'd didn't get to go to South Africa or Malawi #IDENTITY CRISIS but sent my main girl Courtney who was going to South Africa with a QUALITY missions team and was going to the children's home/school that I interned/fell in love at with pictures of all my loves with encouraging letters on the back and American candy or a necklace- they loved them but man, did I want to hand deliver it! 
`Served a long side people that guided me while I was a student in youth ministry. 
`Read lots of textbooks, scripture and novels!
`Just loved people that encourage me and that I get to do LIFE with. 
`Crafting? What's that?
`Stressed ate a lot of Chipotle. They'll cater my wedding someday too. 
`Getting mentored my pastor from SA for the plan God is building me up for. Mhmm. 
`Got a new nephew, Luca Vincent via my cuz's Dina and Mike. He sure is an ovary explosion. 
`Grateful fun farmers's markets and fresh produce.
`These are most of the highlights, I'll leave some of the not so fun out for now. 







(cats, my people, the daily, drives to the country)

Summer has been wild from a full summer school ached (with a human bio class that nearly drove me over the edge), working 2 jobs, church life, planning for His plan, and a hectic but fulfilling internship. I've been interning since June at a non-profit shelter for homeless, runaway, and sexually exploited teens-20 year olds that provides shelter, counseling, referrals, adocavcy, meals, and life skills training olds. I mostly help the clients apply for jobs, search for stable housing, assist with their clinical intakes, encourage them to keep going, and do some recreational activities. I know as a mentor to them I should be teaching them things by their mostly teaching me things. I'm slapped in the face daily by the amount of privilege I've been born and blessed with, knowing I'd be a horror story and a half if I'd have to walk the road some of them have been through. 


Sunday, January 26, 2014

2013 in review



2013 was one of my greatest years! fo' sho. so much joy, memories adventures and even its fair share of downs. 
here's my annual play-by-play:

January: 
- I was half way done with my senior year, begging the Lord to do big things with the next chapter/season of my life, and working a lot and had a few coffee dates. 
(some real classy filters)
February: 
-February consisted of a lot of celebrating the little things, working, some rest, gratitude for amazing friends, watching my older sister fulfill her life long goal of moving to New York City, and an AWESOME youth retreat that helped me check off a few of my "Before I Graduate High School Bucket List" items. 

March: 
- I failed my road tests, which sucked so much at the time. 
- Did a lot of baking and reading and enjoying of snow days.
-Had an AMAZING (i use that word a lot) and memorable birthday on Easter, with my besties which indluded a lot of laughs, encouragment, and Thai food. 
(i'm such a dork, but i dig a social life with my co-workers)



(birthday love) 

April:
-Mother Hen's 50th birthday, crafternoons, reading the Hunger Games Trilogy, and PASSING MY DRIVERS TEST!!!!
GLORY HALLELUJAH!!!!!!! 

(mom and her favorite hobby)

May: 
-Much busyness, last month of school, some ugly cries with the unknown of my future, so so so much rejoicing with clarity, did a spoken word at my youth group create night, finished high school. 

June:
-Was encouraged greatly, took a few mini road trips, reunited with a friend that moved away, oh AND GRADUATED and BROKE THE NEWS to my besties and family that im moving to AFRICA FOR 3 AND A HALF MONTHS to work/volunteer/have no idea what ill get myself into. and took family pictures (which won't upload :() 
good ol' lake george

Country Living Fair- super cool vendors but it poured buckets which sorta put a damper on it 


girlfriends
i babysit for a newbie photog so we did a service trade and gave my parents  family pictures (which we still have to print, maybe their next anniversary gift) for their silver anniversary that i would be out of the country for
gosh, i'm photogenic
pretty sure im grabbing my boob here, some of my nervous ticks
what im talking abouttttt
blood, sweat and tearssss-mostly sweat and tears

clearly, i was really devastated about graduating
also i look like an oompa loompa next to the kid next to me 


the reason i survived my senior year, and jesus a lottaaa jesus

my cheerleaders




July:
Where do i even begin with July?!!?
-here is independence day:
i lied i don't have any pics that are flattering. 
-my besties LIED TO ME FOR WEEKS and I went along with it in order to throw me a FABULOUS, umm undeserved, going away/wedoubtyou'llcomeback PARTAYYY. blahhhed about it.  

     -and boarded some planes. started out my african adventure in M A L A W I.   
ohhhhh snap, forgot to say i went to the kruger national park in south africa too, legit times had by all. 
malawi buddies
August:
-the start of my time in south africa working/loving/learning/pouring my self out/err so much at a children's home there. 
-in the beginning it was sorta a whole new set of a routine a lot of cleaning, a lot of working around the language barrier, a lot of prayer, a lot of a lot honestly, "africa" is not new to me but the "stuff" i encountered at the beginning of this felt alot like katie davis' story in her book kisses from katie, "like emptying the ocean with an eyedropper."
-i journaled lots of this and did a "sweet bits" of the day re cap my whole time there i just never got to blog it.
-i found my self in a new church family that is a sister church of my one back "home"
-near the end of the month i was asked my the manager (who do to maybe some of her own reservations never got to really enjoy me) of the children's home asked me to help teach at the montessori type school that they children's home had started for the kids with learning delays or some behavioral problems, it was a start to another unexpected, thrilling journey within a journey
-i was in a HABITUAL closeness with jesus that i've learned to still make happen or jesus made happen
-skypeing was always a delight

September:
-Watched from a far my friends or old class mates settle into their opaque dorms in college town, america making new friends, studying, and doing college etc. while i was over on the other side of the world doing something quite contrary. I had no reservations about doing what i did, i knew the whole time i was in the epicenter of God's outrageous plan. 
-(crying right now as a write this i miss everything about it so so much)
-The pastors from my church back "home" (who are from south africa) were coming to the church i was attending at the time for a conference so we got to have lunch and catch up, felt pretty good
-i got to make memories for the kids i was serving which was simply the best the boys liked pizza and the girls loved taco night

October:
-My last month in Africa 
-Thrived on times with the Lord in the morning, the hearty laughs from the babies, and texts and voxers from friends and family (well i do year round) 
-served my tail off!!
-i left johannesburg, south africa on october 28 (I was a HOT MESS walking all over that airport), owing the embassy 1000 rand for over staying my visit #YOLO and arriving at jfk international airport at 6:15 AM on october 29 and had a very decadent breakfast at max brenners chocolate restaurant and knocked out on the bus ride back to my town, my mom had the pictures i would email back all around the house and it felt okay, i knew in every season god is always god and he is good and this plan for whatever is next is always always better that what i could ever imagine or dream. im blessed to be his daughter. 

november:
- i had a two day rest and i was back to work
-i was like a celebrity my first sunday back at church, i guess i was missed for something  
-starting to give back to the ministry that makes me who i am today- youth ministry, i co-lead an 11th and 12th grade girls small group with one of my besties
-thanksgiving was spent with family friends and gaining back my pre-africa weight ;))
-took a short road trip to visit my friend erinn away at college 
-applied to community college

december: 
-so busy between working two jobs full time, youth ministry, and all the other things life brings.
-my church's youth ministry puts on their talent show called create night which is incredible, i was just a spectator this time 
-started my college career taking the winter break classes at a community college
-christmas was simple and nice. jesus, family food. 
-new years was rung in my my crew of besties laughing and chatting. 

2013 has been so beautiful its taken me like a week and some to write this post. I would live it again but the best is yet to come. lets DO this 2014!

xx 
jackie







Tuesday, May 7, 2013

Sweet Bits- April

here goes my super late belated sweet bits journal post for april!!

april 1: mama took the day off of work, we crafted. started my sugar fast. 

april 2:  another lazy craft day, spring break=no school, went to chipotle (fave ever) with mama. 
april 3: went out for pizza with my life group. happy happy happy. #idontwatchDD
april 4: blogged. got a few more projects done. 
april 5: sooo grateful for my free driving lessons. love my life groups. #ThingsChristianGirlsSay
april 6: supposed to help a friend move, but woke up with a massive headache. soooo thankful i rarely get     
            migraines anymore!
april 7: while baby-sitting i help a cute kiddo complete her recycling project for school, made her parents day                                 
             by having it done when they came home. 
april 8: got to work in the nursing home-ish part of my job today (things only i get excited for)!! my coworker         
             brought back shot glasses from England for everyone and a tourist keychain for me!! #mylife i laughed
             for a good few hours about it. 
april 9: forgot to eat dinner and got super hungry before bed, i went to the dreezer and found a carton of TCBY 
            with a halo illuminating around it and a choir of angels singing. i inhaled it. i one of the above 
            statements is a lie. 
april 10: had my last free driving lesson today! feel super confident about my test tomorrow!
april 11: AHHHHHH!!! PASSED MY ROAD TEST!!!!!!!!! 
april 12: young adult life group=legit. went to bombers (local burrito joint and bar) afterward with a few of 
              my girlfriends, chatted in the car until midnight with a few of them in the church parking lot. 
april 13: made south african candy cupcakes for my youth leaders birthday. 
april 14: finally got to see my bestie after months of separation because of higher education. 
april 15: first day off of work in forever!!!
april 16: made my coworkers laugh with my nonsense. i really really like making people laugh. 
april 17: got an $8 donut maker at target. EIGHT DOLLARS, PEOPLE!!
april 18: gave mom her birthday gift and she loved it!
april 19: life group=legit, survived driving home in the downpour. it was like oceans dripping from the sky. 
april 20: mom's 50th birthday!! finished the catching fire! sleepover with a friend!!
april 21: saw one of my besties for bit at church when her nursing major duties were not entangling her. called 
              and texted my friend Presh back and forth. so thankful for a friendship where he can laugh and cry 
              all in the same conversation.  
april 22: read. blogged. crafted. all in an afternoons work. miracle. 
april 23: i last my sugar fast battle to TCBY today :(( do i dare say it was worth it?! 
april 24: i love my encouraging english teacher. 
april 25: overslept, so i did my jesus time in the my car during my break at school. 
april 26: the moon was big and yellow and fracking gorgeous! good work, God!!!
april 27: diy-ed a bench i got at a yard sale for five bucks!! pics to come!!
april 28: children's church volunteer meeting today was a wicked good spread of food. #foodieexcitment
april 29: thankful for my english teacher who always asks how our weekend was on monday's.
april 30: got out of govement mandated agony school extra early, ate chipotle for the 90th time this month. 

P.S.- SORRY ABOUT THE SMALL FONT!! ;)

Monday, April 22, 2013

artificially colored bread.



a few weeks ago i saw this sweet video on youtube...

i thought it was wicked, to say the least, and was thinking of the best time/event to make this despite my fear of excessive food coloring (yet my fave cupcake is red velvet:). i ended up making it in a pinch for this bake sale my art class was having to raise money and there would be a prize for the most artistic. i enjoy wining and competing, especially with a food competition sign me up! 

i make the shiz and it comes out like every food bloggers should...
awesome. 


enjoy my real life. 

Happy Monday!!


Wednesday, April 3, 2013

the time i failed my road test


Last week I failed my long awaited road test. I legit cried for about two days. I was pathetic. ughhh. Anything to do with the DMV gives me severe PTSD. Most things in life even the deep, heavy things I just seem to get though by laughing at. Here begins this post. I wake up the morning of my test do my normal minimal morning rituals, minimal because I loathe mornings, it's getting late/I lose track of time and I realize my mom isn't up. Gah, we have to be at the DMV in 10-13ish minutes and we live about the same time away from  it. We floor it all the way down there. Finally get there, just in the nick of time, stand in the perpetual line and I say to the teller, giddy as ever, "I'm here for my road test!" she replies "no ma'am we don't do them here," then I correct her naively "No, not a permit, a road test!" she spits back "Yeah, you take them on such and such an avenue" and hand me a sheet with directions. After that statement spilled out of her mouth she I turn my head to my mom holding back tears and wanting to scream. We hop back in the car and begin following the confusing directions and get lost (within our own hometowns) approximately 587 times.  We , My mother, speeds, make u-turns on a no u-turn highway, and weave on the highway during rush hour, she really goes beyond the call of duty to get me there. After a million and a half circles and dozens of tears, we find it because of the driving school car, waiting in line. The driving school car belonged to this cool, youth volunteers at my church, he gives me a few pointers while I wait. Finally take my test and act cool as cucumber but totally nervous on the inside, aced parallel parking and K-turns! I finish and when she utters the words "well you didn't pass" I'm shocked and didn't believe her either mind you I've been know to be the "most persuasive person" according to my friend Mahadhi so I lightly try to sweet talk her but didn't take it. oy. So I failed. But got some lessons for FREE from that driving school and was able to move my test up way earlier than the two month wait I would have had to the through the DMV!! #bodyofchristswag

"For we know that God works for the GOOD of those who love him and are called according to his purpose" Romans 8:28 

God's got his girl.

Thursday, February 28, 2013

peeing, grace, and class

I come from a long line of peeps that can't hold their urine. My mom, well she had two offspring, my sister ehh her serial dating middle school boyfriend broke up with her because she always peed during the movies and needed to be caught up on the movie #middleschoolprobs, and my cousin got arrested for peeing in the subway in NYC. classy, I know! Needless to say genetics are a powerful thing and I inherited a walnut sized bladder. On planes when my plane neighbor sits down I prep then for the next few hours of sitting next to me, the hot mess express, and how I frequently pee, and it would be in their best intentions for me to have the outside seat, m'kay. Usually it works. A few weeks ago I was on the bus with my ear buds in listening to my Hillsong station on Pandora and the song "Grace Like Rain" came on. I also had to to make a deposit in the toilet like a certain racehorse. The said song describes grace as water many times thus making my sensation to pee quite worse while the city I live in has severe pothole complications, and makes the said sensation even worse. I barely make it to school with an accident and barely leave Target without purchasing the below bad boys.



i texted my excursion to my friends too. 

things i'm called at work



             today's post is chronicling the variety of names i'm called at work. 
                          i like to write stuff down  ;)


            1. Little Africa or Africa 
         ` this name seems to follow me at all my jobs. lindsey lohan and I have something in      
          common. what? well the lindsey lohan in mean girls not the currently intoxicated    
          one. my coworkers love to hear my wild (literally) tales from africa, along with   
          stories where i forgot to wear a bra to school.

        2. Sarah
          ` I work at a retirement home. old people live there. with dementia or really old 
           brains. And just some cray cray people. A resident enjoys calling me ‘Sarah’ because 
           i “look like the ideal jewish girl.” The said resident also refers to me as ‘he’ or ‘good 
           boy’ often with my freshly waxed eyebrows and girlstashe. damn Italian genes.

          3. jack
           ` this nickname which once drove me crazy, i’ve now grown highly accustomed to   
             nearly every peer group i’m associated with calling me jack. even my bosses call 
             me it. i’ll take it.

         P.S. It's almost friday!!!!!!!! YAYYYYY!!